Summary:
The poem
"The Tempter" from the epic “Amriteya Buddha” portrays the final
struggle of Gautama Buddha with Mara, the embodiment of temptation, as he
approaches enlightenment. Mara, in a desperate attempt to derail Buddha's
spiritual path, brings forth a series of temptations, starting with physical
desires, mental distractions, and ultimately, the memories of Gopa, Buddha’s
wife.
The Poem
Accepting Sujata's pure, pristine
rice pudding
The Lord, supremely
satisfied,
Entered the dense,
dark, cool
Sal forest, the
secluded woods.
Adorned with blooming,
leafy, green, fragrant
New foliage,
Stood tall trees.
A silent message
transmitted,
Water-earth-sky, every
quivering leaf,
Branch upon branch,
blossoming, sweet, sap-filled trees.
Today!
Vaisakha full moon!
Clean-washed blue sky,
Nature joyous in green
attire.
Having spent the
entire day
The Lord came in the evening
to the shade of a dense Bodhi tree.
Only a carpet of green
grass everywhere.
On that same path, a
Vedic scholar Brahmin,
Versed in scriptures
and their auxiliaries,
Carrying a bundle of
grass,
Was heading towards
his home.
Observing the Lord
standing silent,
Grasping his intent,
The Brahmin offered
eight handfuls of grass right there.
The Lord, taking the
grass in his own hands,
Circumambulated the
Bodhi tree.
Facing east, standing
in silence,
He gazed at the quiet
sky's horizon.
Then turning west,
bowing to the earth,
He spread the grass to
make a seat.
On the grass seat, in
the undefeated posture, he sat.
His back was against
the tree.
He was firmly
resolved, for perfect enlightenment
In silent meditation,
he became absorbed.
This posture was not ordinary.
Not merely
determination,
But a vow of
life-oblation.
An offering of the
five elements,
A surrender to the
fire of austerity.
Let the body burn.
Let the skin burn.
Let not even the
skeleton remain.
This moment, the
structure of the fragile body.
The lamp of firm
resolve lit.
Only the gesture of
breath remains.
This final sacrifice
for knowledge.
In grossness swift,
not lightning-quick,
The mind's tendencies,
Somewhere more subtle
than a flash.
Observing this
adamantine resolve,
Mara thought!
The body is but a
fortress of clay and stone.
It will crumble on its
own.
If the stubborn mind
is defeated.
First, why not assault
the soul
With the mind's own
tendencies.
The blows of
tendencies, strong and deep.
How long,
Will the detached soul
helplessly endure it.
Healthy, nourished
body.
Many delicious tastes,
so impatient,
Why not present
various dishes.
It will awaken greed,
hunger.
Satisfaction of body
and mind,
How can it turn
towards detachment.
Then the blow of
desire, lust, beauty-splendor.
How long will it take
shelter behind crumbling resolves.
On the weak, lazy,
slack body-mind,
The invasion of fear
and terror.
Helpless being!
Will forcibly
surrender itself.
Various types of
mental tendencies,
Came in various forms.
First,
Mara set the stage for
battle.
When Vaisakha month
burns in summer heat.
Nature adorned
incomparably, undisputed.
Green fragrant mango,
rose apple, mahua, blossoming,
Flowering, peacocks,
sweet chirping, ponds, lakes, streams,
In rivers, rivulets
Lotus, variegated,
studded, newly bloomed.
Fragrant pollen Mara
carries,
The breeze was
slow-moving, scent-bearing.
Crowded, anxious, bent
drinking nectar
Deer, insects, bees.
Between mango trees,
The incessant cry of
the cuckoo,
Melting with
compassion for Swati.
Mara, begging Nature,
eagerly.
There descended
dancing,
All-beautiful dancing
girls,
Sweet melodious
rhythm-bound,
Tinkling anklet
sounds.
Fragrant multi-colored
dew-studded freshly-bloomed,
Flower-adorned,
Young lovely graceful
slender bodies.
Supple, soft bodies.
Intoxicating,
ecstasy-filled, dream-like, elated minds.
Flute, sound, veena,
mandolin, mridang, with swift beats.
The forest trembles,
vines sway, ponds, lakes.
Swaying, wind-struck
green creepers.
Flew from the bathed
lake, wings flapping, swans.
Quivering colorful
stamen nets,
Half-veiled by dark
clouds,
The full moon
Was seeking to spill
nectar,
Through every pore,
Came,
Mara
Bringing infallible
tools of allure.
No mental tendencies,
good or bad,
Could break the
unwavering vow.
But, in the blue windless
lotus-adorned lake,
Amidst them all,
emerged an embodied image.
Of beauty, elegance,
loveliness,
Vast immeasurable
dignity.
Tear-filled unblinking
eyes,
Red dry closed lips,
Unspoken turbulent
agitated face.
Large lotus-petal eyes
to the ears' edge,
Drenched, lost,
All colorful dreams,
colorless empty-empty.
On the tear-horizon,
Mad scattered flashes
of pain-lightning,
Pale tired moon-face,
open dry hair,
Scattered-scattered,
became questions,
Two tear-drops paused
on eyelid edges.
This tear-bathed trembling
soft flower.
It was difficult to
easily forget this.
Gautama pondered in
his mind.
O! Primal Power!
All kinds of
salutations to you.
Extremely smooth,
tender, love-knot.
Even today, asking for
tear-moist-soft, union.
The path of great
renunciation,
Was,
Gopa-memory-crowded-confluence-unreachable.
Even one step, was
extremely difficult to walk.
Now! Mara! Defeated,
Came bringing
Gopa-memory-alive-embodied.
But even he doesn't
know.
This bloomed lotus
pure.
How far it has
vanished.
Still they said
In a calm, grave,
steady voice-
Gopa!
Do not choose
These heart-piercing,
deadly, alluring forms.
These vivifying,
thrilling, charming, celebrations,
I've been observing
since adolescence.
Amidst wealth,
comfort, luxury-frolic,
I was born, I grew up.
In every way, by these
I remained, always surrounded.
But like dew drops
trembling, fallen
On lotus leaves,
slipping.
All remained
enchanting.
Any instrument, drama,
dance, song.
Only kept making my
abode.
In that people-crowded
bustling throng.
In the dazzle of
transience,
In the alluring sleep
of
Constructed illusion,
A bound prisoner,
alone. Life!
Helpless, utterly,
constantly remained yearning.
But.
This guileless,
formless, pure, unhindered, helpless, beauty of yours.
That day too, and
today too.
Perplexed,
spellbound-frozen
My wounded mind.
You, unerring strike.
I am defeated.
Today.
When Mara has become
disarmed.
You did not raise your
merciless weapons.
Don't!
Memory-moist-dark-cloud-dense-inner-torn,
make.
You, like lightning,
fearless, unabashed
Undivided, with
intense beauty and grace,
Forward, step forth.
This infallible
enchantment. Will perform,
Inner-milking.
You! Gather up your
own beauty's enchantment.
Let remain. My
support.
You! Now, not a life
partner.
Not even a beloved
sweetheart.
Give me company, don't
make me orphaned,
Resolution-horse-mounted,
this upward-moving rider.
Will he fall to the
ground?
This boundless form.
Absorb it.
Otherwise I.
In these sky-scraping
vast cloudless
Tide-waved excessive
surges,
Helpless, unsupported
like grass will float away.
Now you.
Not just, Rahul's
mother.
You! Mother of the
universe-world.
I respectfully
earnestly entreatingly bow my head to you.
You are the cause, the
uncaused, creator, destroyer.
In your enchanting
whip the being is bound
Helplessly drawn.
Nirvana, welfare,
killing, saving, preventing,
All, operated by you.
Womanhood-ultimate-motherhood.
You!
Supreme-worldly-creation-enlivening
festival.
Primal power.
World-operated-attracted
crushed raised.
From your pearl
anklets breaking,
Scattered stars and
constellations.
You are
knowledge-giver, three-path-flowing, Ganga,
Veena-holding,
Saraswati.
You are
emotion-agitated-blue-deep Yamuna.
Supreme
fallen-purifying Mandakini.
All-power-born
immeasurable.
Your grace, elegance,
enchantment invincible.
True, untrue, supreme,
worldly, smooth, harsh, all complete, mind's tendencies.
In you alone awakened,
dead, arisen, absorbed.
Womanhood's ultimate
great rest.
Mother of the world!
Look!
This stainless, pure,
fierce
Unbroken,
austerity-flame-fire.
This.
Pure lotus, soft
yesterday, desirable,
Beloved's, charming
form.
Is now, turning to
ash.
That vast
unprecedented beauty unparalleled.
Burning, body.
Burning, moon-face.
Tear-flooded
distressed agitated eager.
Burning dark
knee-length curly hair.
Waving cloud-like
black hair.
Burning, the entire
alluring bodily arrangement.
Nothing remains!
That separated form
without remainder.
Flew. Dense musk
forest,
That beauty's gathered
tide,
Only detached
untouched this austerity-ground.
Flying the golden dust
of the infinite.
Shaking head, Mara,
Seeing his deep
mistake.
Was.
Calm, profound, deep,
windless, pure mind-sky.
The Lord was gradually
ascending.
Silent, mute nature
bowed with folded hands,
Offering hundreds of
salutations.
Divine powers.
Supreme and worldly
manifestations.
Performing ceaseless
circumambulation.
Praise.
Whom the world knew as
ascetic sage, great human! This is his form!
Unattainable,
otherworldly, incomparable, novel.
Shook, the frozen
primordial locked bolts
Of the seven worlds' closed
doors.
Creation took a
breath.
Today!
Towards his
long-desired goal,
He was continuously
advancing.
His, auspicious,
blessed
Fearless-boon-granting
pure fortunate feet.
Hundreds of bows!
From whose nails flows
the sacred river of the path!
Ultimate refuge!

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